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Friday, March 13, 2020

Smokin essays

Smokin essays I sit down, and feel very uncomfortable. Slouching back it is comfortable, and my body loosens. My head rolling to the side, I am at peace. It starts, in, and I am at bliss. This is so nice, why would it ever need to end. The clouds are parting and my mind races. I hand it off, your turn, take it. As it heads around and back to me, I am free again. This is what happens as I live in Alaska. Now it sets in here, as we start in again. Its more of a ritual; I think that more and more every time. Since I know it happens every time we start in. it is so different now, is all I can think. Where did it all change? Why did it all change? For my mind being so free, it is sure full of a lot of things at these points in time. I used to be, on a regular base, like this a lot. Then I moved, it changes a lot of things for me, even though I try to think otherwise. In Alaska it was always the same thing. Im going cruising, I would tell my mom on my way out the door. My mom doesnt expect me home until morning now. Ah ha, I see Janices car in front of me, I wonder if it is Janice or Jamie, her older sister. They are both chill though, and they are both fun people to hang out with. Right on time too, we are both so predictable. I follow her for a few blocks, when is she going to head towards The Street. Ahh, there she goes, it is time to play. I am going forty-five now, it is a fifteen miles-an-hour zone. It always happens like this. Ohh, she chooses blueberry hill this time. Nothing new their, just one meeting point on the loop road. Turning down the music I roll down my window, and pull-up next to her. How you doin girl? Cool, just cruisin finding people like you to join me. I got Wesley with me, and he is completely full. He is always full, sure Ill join. Let me park my car at eagle. ...